dia yang gatal ngorat aku dulu

i used to tell a friend, don't nurture the feeling u have for someone when u KNOW that it is not gonna go anywhere. its funny when u can tell a friend to do that but bila kena batang hidung sendiri, tak tahu pulak nak buat mcm mana.

it has always been my principle. to never to nurture the feeling that's gonna get u all the bullshits and heartbreaks. for me its easier to prevent than to cure. meaning, better to avoid the feeling than layan jiwang dan akhirnya semakin jatuh cinta and eventually end up kecewa. 

u still have a hope when u are still in the 'fell in like' stage. which is the stage where im in right now. i just cant help but to love everything about him. i repeat, ABOUT HIM. i didn't even noticed it before that he's beautiful. i mean his hair, his eyes and his smile and everything lah. 

he made me like him, whether he realise it or not. but..well, being a playboy, i think he does that a lot to every other girls. im just another girl who falls for his sweet words. but i don't wish this feeling to develop into something called 'love'. 

for if it does, i don't know if i cant afford the pain. come on, i see him everyday how can i avoid his irresistible stupid sweet smile? 

okay, alasan jaaa semua tu. dulu elok ja jumpa dia tiap hari takda perasaan pun. sekarang gedik pulak nak jeles bagai tengok dia cakap dengan perempuan lain.